SON OF A BIIIIIIIITCH!!!!!!!

why does life have to be so hard.i feel stupid and helpless and broken and scarred.if i could go back i sure as hell would.IS There a reason why i act this way.Its harder to find a reason to stay.this sucks this way.this way that i am.im trying so hard to ser things clear by everything i n my heads is surrounded by fear.THIS SHIT IS HYPNOTIC IN THE WAY THAT IT STAYS IT HITS ME EVERYTIME IN A TOTALY DIFFERENT WAY!I MIGHT AS WELL STOP ITS OVER ITS DONE I HATE THIS GAME NOW ITS NO LONGER FUN!IT SEEMS WHEN I GET CLOSE YOU RUN FAR AWAY  I NEED YOU HERE I NEED YOU TO STAY.SO WHERE TO KNOW IF I CANT ESCAPE ITS HARDER TO BREATH WITH THIS SHIT ON MY PLATE!ITS CLOSING AND CLOSING MY TIME AND MY PATIENTS ITS EVEN HARDER NOW TO FAKE IT.I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT DID I DO?IS THERE SOMETHING MORE I DID TO YOU?I FEEL LIKE NOTHING IM GONNA CRASH IM SO DAMN LOST I CANT GET PAST!!!!!!!!!........so i'll sit here now with my head in my handsand think of a new way to work my plans.i know im alone and i know you dont care so i'll watch you from here as yuo just standing there.I'll fake it now just take me nkow i'm faking this smile cause im falling down..down so far i'll never get  up i hate this game this game is so fucked.here i go walking  walking away im done here know theres no reason to stay.........

                                                                                    -Ian Paul

SON OF A BIIIIIIIITCH!!!!!!!

why does life have to be so hard.i feel stupid and helpless and broken and scarred.if i could go back i sure as hell would.IS There a reason why i act this way.Its harder to find a reason to stay.this sucks this way.this way that i am.im trying so hard to ser things clear by everything i n my heads is surrounded by fear.THIS SHIT IS HYPNOTIC IN THE WAY THAT IT STAYS IT HITS ME EVERYTIME IN A TOTALY DIFFERENT WAY!I MIGHT AS WELL STOP ITS OVER ITS DONE I HATE THIS GAME NOW ITS NO LONGER FUN!IT SEEMS WHEN I GET CLOSE YOU RUN FAR AWAY  I NEED YOU HERE I NEED YOU TO STAY.SO WHERE TO KNOW IF I CANT ESCAPE ITS HARDER TO BREATH WITH THIS SHIT ON MY PLATE!ITS CLOSING AND CLOSING MY TIME AND MY PATIENTS ITS EVEN HARDER NOW TO FAKE IT.I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT DID I DO?IS THERE SOMETHING MORE I DID TO YOU?I FEEL LIKE NOTHING IM GONNA CRASH IM SO DAMN LOST I CANT GET PAST!!!!!!!!!........so i'll sit here now with my head in my handsand think of a new way to work my plans.i know im alone and i know you dont care so i'll watch you from here as yuo just standing there.I'll fake it now just take me nkow i'm faking this smile cause im falling down..down so far i'll never get  up i hate this game this game is so fucked.here i go walking  walking away im done here know theres no reason to stay.........

                                                                                    -Ian Paul

I HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE HUUUUURRRRRRRICAAAAAAANESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT UUUUUPPPPPPPP........SCHOOL SUCKS.....

DUALITY=GREAT SONG....

I  LOVE MY BABY SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!

ROCK ON EVERYONE

INITIAL DOUBT 8/13 CARNIVAL,7TH ST. YBOR 9'O'CLOCK BEEEEEEEEEE THEEEEEEERRRRRRREEEEE